i’ve learnt my lesson ):
“if you chase two rabbits, both will escape”
I’ve never gotten jealous because I know for sure that she would never make you feel better, treat you better, hold you better than I would.
so after work on my way home this boy stopped me.. he was a stranger to me but according to him I’ve met him at a friends party, but I can’t remember doing so. talked a bit & he then went on his knees and proposed to me with his hat asking me to be his “friends with benefits” (which meant in his world nandos every week kinda friend with benefit)
he made my day haha
weekend was fun.
full of fun.
full of lovely people.
& lovely drinks, banter & special k.
lovelylovely long weekend .
you know when you’re angry with someone cos they’ve done something wrong & you stop talking to them but end up missing them like crazy?
i know i’m nothing special but i hope you won’t replace me
i’m failing college
wasted a whole year
going to retake the whole of A2 this september
fuck my life.
i miss
all the lovey dovey stuff
play fighting which turns into making love
the kissing and gazing into each others eyes
and licking your face
and them tight cuddles whilst i sleep
holding hands in front of them bitches that were sucker for loves
hugging becca together and kissing her whilst she was in the middle
sleeping with loan on the bed & me going under your tshirt
kicking you off the bed
even the arguing and disagreements, jealousy & tears.
i miss it all
i love lana del ray
made fried rice for the first time
and my lighter explodes because I left my cigarette on it.. oops
I shouldn’t even be thinking about getting back with you because I know how the story would end.. but I still want to find a way to get back with you and live the life we lived. I miss you. ):
okay I’m blogging more than usual…
a sign that I should go something more productive
